One Last Hurdle to the Top

I must be willing to give up what I am in order to become what I will be – Einstein

Melodie has one last hurdle to the top, once again, metaphorically, to stand at the rim of Kilauea volcano in Hawaii. That was her trek to triumph in 2007. After a bout with Guillain-Barre syndrome (GBS), or simply an autoimmune disorder where the body’s immune system attacks itself, Melodie worked her way back from being paralyzed to standing upright. The disorder followed a minor travelers’ infection from a vacation in Mexico. There’s a long story behind the GBS, her months of rehabilitation, with steps forward and steps back, but that’s for another time. Right now, it’s important to know about the trek to triumph in 2007. It has a direct connection to her strong mindset and her medical challenge today.

It was not of Melodie’s choosing. Her husband Jim, a diehard scientist-type, left-brain thinker, and psychiatrist chose the Big Island for their twenty-fifth  anniversary celebration. His intent, so she could stand at the top of Kilauea volcano as a symbol of victory over the obstacles and challenges posed by the disabling GBS illness. This was to be the start of her new life back into the world.

The half-mile path to the top was rocky, not only with rocks and uneven steps, but cries of protest. She hung onto the walker’s handles for dear life as she stumbled and tripped. The climb to the rim was excruciating and slow. As she moved upwards compassionate people gathered behind her and joined in Jim’s mission to get her to the top. Two strong men, visitors from Sweden took over Jim’s position as pusher and support, and they were relieved in turn by a family of four from Seattle. As she moved closer to the rim, the procession of helpful strangers cheered her on, and willed her to the top. In the remarkable, assisted climb, Melodie alternately cried out, “I can’t do this,” and then laughed hysterically.

When the procession finally reached the rim, Melodie sat quietly on the walker’s seat for a few minutes to catch her breath. She stood up on wobbly legs, and supported by Jim, she walked the few steps to the rim of the volcano. This was a moment of major change in her life. She leaned over the guardrail, looked straight into the fiery center of Kilauea, spread her arms out, and with force and perfect pitch sang “Amazing Grace.”

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It reverberated around the volcano, creating an emotional revival among the crowd. They joined in song; they clapped, laughed and hugged her in celebration. It was a moment of great power, a moment that connected her with life again.

Melodie has this one last hurdle to the top, but this time the trek to triumph in 2015 is on flat ground here at home. She’s in the long chemotherapy treatment process for cancer. She has ups and downs, long stays in the hospital and many days in the infusion center. Jim is still her pusher and supporter, and she still sings “Amazing Grace” in her mind everyday. But she needs an emotional revival among the crowd, to join in song, clap, laugh, hug her to wellness, and connect her back with life again.

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Please, faithful follower friends, be Melodie’s “crowd.”

                    Thank you!!!



About C.E.Robinson

Christine Elizabeth Robinson, a former nurse practitioner ventures into the world of fiction to write books. Published in May 2022, THREE YEARS OF HER LIFE, a historical fiction, comes from her love of researching family history. A background as a published poet, experience in writing fiction, non-fiction and screenplays, is an advantage in her writing career. Christine lives in Southern California. A sequel to the debut book, BEYOND THREE YEARS OF HER LIFE, in progress, will be available in 2023. The plot explodes and the characters evolve, moving forward. Even their victories create conflict and consequences.
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21 Responses to One Last Hurdle to the Top

  1. Silver Threading says:

    So inspiring! 💖

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  2. I believe she will triumph! I know what she is going through as I battled cancer in 2010. I’m doing well 5 years out, but I did sustain a lot of nerve damage from the chemo which is till bothersome, but as my doctor liked to remind me “it’s better than the alternative!”

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  3. masgautsen says:

    I’ll be part of her crowd and sing Amazing Grace with her. I have faith that she’ll overcome this.

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  4. Jodi says:

    Go Melodie! You can do this!

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  5. sheldonk2014 says:

    If the mind is willing the body will follow

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  6. Such a courageous lady. Just goes to show that you should not allow anything to stop you doing what you really want to do and achieve.

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  7. jan says:

    I took a friend of mine to Yosemite and pushed her all over the park – it was hard but worth the effort – she passed a month later. Beautiful post and brought back such memories and a tear or two.

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  8. This is a lovely read, Christine. I’m sorry i didn’t see it sooner. Wishing you a thriving Thursday. Huge hugs. 🙂

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  9. sheldonk2014 says:

    That’s for coming by and visiting
    As always Sheldon

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